Life, Friends...

I think blogging happens when Im feeling down... Its kind of lame, maybe thats just me though.

I dont know how i became so antisocial its not like I want to be, I just dont know how to communicate comfortably with people. I guess its an issue with myself.

I still really only have my friends form high school in Texas which was gosh... 6 years ago. I have people I work with that are cool and I talk to when I am at work but I dont hang out with them.
So technically I havnt made a real friend in at least five years.

Im in and out of contact with Texas friends but as of lately I have been trying to talk to them more, Steph, Linda, Carrie, Katelyn.... but i just dont feel much response maybe because im asking for too much.

I dont know

But I need some friends... who call me
check up on me
talk to me

Gosh I am lame.

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